Chords for Citizen Soldier - I'm Not Okay (Official Lyric Video)

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[A#m] _ _ _ _ Tonight the monsters in my head are [G#] screaming so damn loud _
_ _ But I [A#m] built walls so high [C#] so they never even make a [G#] sound _
_ _ _ _ [A#m] It's a mask, it's a lie, [G#] it's the only home I've ever _ known
_ _ _ Cause being who I really am
[F#] Is what only left me more [A#m] alone _ _ _ _ _
[F#] I am not [C#] okay _ _
And I need you to see [A#m] it
I have [F#] so much [C#] to _ say
And no one to hear it
The reason I keep quiet with so much at stake
[F#] I always feel like a burden that it silently [C#] smakes
You'll never understand why it's so hard [F#] to say _
_ _ I'm not [A#m] okay _
_ _ _ _ _ [F#] _ _ _
_ _ I wish I [A#m] had a scar, had a bruise [C#] on the surface, [G#] any kind of clue
_ [F#] _
_ _ _ [A#m] Yet everything I feel is [C#] more than just some sad [G#] excuse
[F#] _
My _ _ [A#m] life's invisible, abused, I'm [C#] either judged or [G#] have to hide
[F#] _
_ _ _ The only symptom you can see
Is that I don't wanna be [A#m] _ alive _ _ _
I [F#] am not _ _ [C#] okay _
And I need you to see [A#m] it
I have [F#] so much [C#] to _ say
And no one to hear it
The reason I keep quiet with so much at [F#] stake
I always feel like a burden that it silently [A#m] smakes
You'll [C#] never understand why it's so hard to [F#] say
The _ _ _ _ _ [G#] _ _
words I [A#m] can't explain these [F#] tell _
_ _ What if it [G#] kills me if I [A#m] keep it to [C#] myself _ _
_ _ Do [F#] I say _
_ _ _ _ _ I am not _ [C#] okay _
And I need you to see [A#m] it
I have so [F#] much to _ [C#] _ say
And no one to hear it
I'm not okay
_ _ _ [F#] _ I'm never safe, it's not a [C#] face
If I finally break, would you still [F#] _ _
stay?
_ _ You're not the [A#m] monsters in my head who's screaming [C#] so damn [F#] loud _ _
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