Chords for Citizen Soldier - If I Surrender (Official Lyric Video)

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_ _ _ [Cm] _ Lately [Ab] I've been feeling [Eb] so _ ashamed
By _ _ _ [Cm] _ _ these [Ab] thoughts I'm hiding [Eb] in my _ brain
Cause _ [Ab] I've been holding them down but they twist me [Eb] violently _ _ _
I'm [Cm] hanging by a thread tonight but [Ab] this time I don't wanna [Eb] be _ saved _
[Cm] So let me _ fall, let me [Ab] _
break
Under [Eb] _ everything [Bb] I'm saying
Just [Cm] let me die cause I [Ab] can't take living [Eb] with what's in [Bb] my head
[Gm] If I [Ab] _ surrender, _ [Cm]
surrender _ [Eb] to the monsters [Bb] in me
If I [Ab] _ surrender, _ [Cm]
surrender _ [Eb] to the monsters in me
It's [Bb] not [Ab] me _ _
What's _ _ [Eb] _ _ _ _ _
_ _ [Ab] _ _ _ the point of holding [Eb] on like this _
_ [G] _ _ [Ab] When no one seems to care if [Eb] I _ exist _
_ There [Cm] is no agony like [Ab] being strong when no one [Eb] knows you're sick _ _
So _ [Cm] sick of hearing I should stay when [Ab] I know I will never [Eb] be missed _ _
So let me [Cm] _ fall, let [Ab] me break
Under [Eb] _ everything I'm saying
[Bb] Just let [Cm] me die cause I [Ab] can't take living [Eb] with what's in [Bb] my head
If I [Ab] _ surrender, [Cm] surrender _ to [Eb] the monsters in [Bb] me
If I [Ab] _ surrender, _ [Cm] _
surrender to [Eb] the monsters in [Bb] me
_ [Cm] You _ [Ab] could see under [Eb] my [Bb] skin
You'd realize why I [Eb] hold it in
Why it's a fight I don't wanna win
_ Why it's a fight I don't wanna [Ab] win
_ If you could [Cm] see all my [Bb] abuse
And spend a day inside [Cm] my shoes
You'd realize why I just wanna lose
[Eb] You'd realize why I just wanna [Ab] lose
Will anyone believe the [Eb] hell of being [Bb] me
Before I decide to be the dying [Ab] proof _ _ _
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[Gm] So let me [Cm] fall, let me [Ab] _
break
Under [Eb] _ everything I'm [Bb] saying
Just let [Cm] me die cause I [Ab] can't take living [Eb] with what's in my head
[Bb] If I [Ab] _ surrender, _ [Cm]
surrender to [Eb] the monsters [Bb] in me
If I [Ab] _ surrender, [Cm] surrender _ to [Eb] the monsters [Bb] in me
If I [Cm] surrender, [Ebm] surrender to the monsters in me
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