Chords for Hotel Books - Changes Consume Me Lyrics On Screen

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_ _ _ _ It's a terrible statement, but I never let it leave my side that [A] sickening realization.
I'm done with this fight _
Moments kneeling on the bedroom floor sickened by what entity [E] I had absorbed no more
I would not let this self-scrutinizing endeavor endure a precipice of monologue
[A] questioning my every motive
disaster stricken heart feeling broken my emotions misquoted and
[C#m] Spilling out of a broken vase taking the place of what was once [A] your emotion _ _ _ _
diluted with tears in an open [C#m] book
scribbled with fears engraved
Pools of ink I'm vocally [A] shook and I'm tired of telling myself that it's gonna [C#m] change _ _ _
Taken by the spectacular lie that [A] existence can end
_ _ [C#m] falsehoods predicted by sinners
_ Dictated my every _ decision
_ [F#m] An exit of sorts seemed logical because I thought I could silence [E] this breath
but contrary to my mindset _ I
circumvented my threats to silence the demons
_ [A] singing songs in my head
_ _ Whispering in my ear _ _
_ _ Ending it all was a [E] safe bet
_ _ _ Comforting me as I tried to manipulate my end
_ Those _ [A] moments when I decided I couldn't handle this anymore
_ Pins and needles infecting every sensation left
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Feeling like [E] this love I once [C#m] found had been torn [A] open and left broken in the cold
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_ _ _ _ _ _ And the seams holding together ripped open in [A] my flesh tore open
It [C#m] is I pray that my breath
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[E] _ as I held those [A] staining memories I held on so tightly
_ Remembering what life used [C#m] to mean
Selfishly ready to embrace the fact that [F#m] I'm weak
_ But _
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[C#m] _ _ _ _ then I called to [E] you and _ _ [A] _ I hope someone would find me _ _
And [C#m] I found you
_ And I hope [E] someone would call [C#m] me _ _ _ _
_ _ Cuz I'm listening to these echoes of my own voice leaving damage in the cold as [E] I feel like I've finally
Grown to [C#m] a point where I can snap _ _ _ _ _ _ a point of knowing I can never go back _
_ _ [E] And it's in the moments.
I [F#m] felt most alone
_ That I told myself no one was there for me
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_ When little did I know _ _ _ love was sitting right beside me I just wasn't listening _ _ _ _ _ _
And at this point in my life, I don't know very many things but I can promise you this _
[C#m] You _ _ were loved completely
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