Chords for LOFT SESSIONS The Small Glories | Had I Paid

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_ _ I've rolled out my [Dm] twenties, moving on through my thirties
I got 47 [A] mil [D] down the road
I gotta get there tonight, some say you [Dm] gotta use up all your daylight before [D] it goes out for good
[F] Well [D] _ _ _ _
_ _ _ I hope when I'm an older man I [Dm] ain't dreaming the same story about holding a shit guitar without any _ strings
Cause I'm freezing up in my hotel feeling the love to the ones I [D] belong to
I ain't treating you [Dm] right
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I've _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ been _ afraid
_ _ _ _ And [Gm] maybe I'd be better off had [D] I _ [Dm] [D] paid _ _ _ _
There's fighting going on in my head, [Dm] tossing, turning me late, bed [A] rest is what I'm in it all [D] for _
She stands up in my way in a [Dm] passion car, hits my face and I go [A] down again, _ [G] over the [D] counter
I _ _ _ _ _ _ know I seem to seem to [Dm] bore her to death, I did it on purpose for [D] more punishment abuse
Attack of the heart, I'm gonna get back up on the stage [Dm] again, I'm gonna be the one you wanna hear again
There's a dead Iowa [G]
man in [Dm] my _ head _ _ _
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_ _ _ I've been afraid
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[D] _ _ _ And maybe I'd be better off had I paid _ _ _ _ _ _
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_ [D] _ I stole everything, your love, your breath, your rope and wind, was me who put that hole in your side
But I believe that there was an end [Dm] for me, and I'm open up to sanctity, [D] well one day I'll be back _ _ _ _ _ _
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_ _ _ I've been afraid _
_ _ _ And maybe I'd be _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _
_ _ better off had I paid _ _ _
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