NF - The Search (sub. Inglés y Español) | Lyrics Chords

[D] _ [A] _ _ _ _ _ _ [D] _
_ _ _ Hey Nate, how's life?
I don't know.
It's alright.
I've been dealing with some [A] things like [Bb] every human being and [D] really didn't sleep much last night.
I'm sorry.
That's fine.
I just think I need a little me time.
I just think I need a little free time.
[Bb] Little [D] break from the shows and the bus rides.
Last year I had a breakdown.
Thoughts telling me I'm lost getting too loud.
Had to see a therapist and I found out [Bb] something [D] funny's going on up in my house.
Yeah, started thinking maybe I should move out.
You know, pack my car, take a new route.
Clean [Dbm] up my yard, get the noose out.
[Bb] Hang [D] up my heart, let it air out.
I've been [Db] searching.
What does that [D] mean, Nate?
I've been learning.
Grabbing my keepsakes, [E] leaving my [Dbm] burdens.
Well, I brought [Bb] a few with me.
[D] I'm not perfect.
Looking at the view like this [Db] concerns me.
Thinking up the [D] cues, right?
I'm quite nervous.
Hating when I lose sight.
[E] Life gets [Db] blurry and things might [Gm] hurt me.
[D] It's probably gonna be a long journey, but [E] it's [D] worth it though.
Cold world out there.
Kids, grab your coats.
Spend a minute, I [E] know now [Dbm] I'm back at home.
Looking [Gm] for the [D] antidote to crack the code.
Pretty sure that I [E] admit it, I'm in [D] classic mode.
Don't need pity given to me, but I can't condone.
Talking down to [E] me, I'ma have [Dbm] to crack your nose for [Gm] cracking jokes.
I'm looking for [Dm] the map to hope.
You see that?
[E] Been making a whole lot of changes.
Wrote a song [Dm] about that, you should play it.
I [E] get scared when I walk on these stages.
[Bb] I look at [D] the crowd and see so many faces.
[Dm] Yeah, [E] that's when I start to get anxious.
That's when [Dm] my thoughts can be dangerous.
[Gm] That's when I put on [G] my makeup [Dm] and drown in self-hatred.
[A] Forget what I'm saying _ _ _ [D] and_
Oh, ain't that something?
Just comes, came in, you ain't see that coming.
[Dm] Hands on my head, [A] can't tell me nothing.
Got [Bb] a taste of the fame and [D] upon my stomach.
Go back up like I don't want it.
Wipe my face, clean up my bumming.
OCD trying to push my buttons.
[Bb] I said don't touch it.
Now y'all done it.
[D] I can be critical, never typical.
Insecure, whatever, resellable, I'm a criminal.
Intimate, [Dm] but never political, pretty visceral.
[A] Even [Gm] if you hate it, I'll make you feel [D] like you're in it though.
You call me what you want to, but never call me forgettable.
Lose your deep and dollar, can never swim in a kiddie pool.
Waited, I've been thinking this cinematic is beautiful.
Man, I don't [Gm] know if I'm making movies or [D] music videos.
Videos, videos, videos.
Yeah, the sales can rise.
Doesn't mean much though when your health declines.
See, we've all got something that we trapped inside that we try to suffocate.
You know, hoping it dies.
Try to hold it underwater, but it always survives.
And it comes up out of nowhere like an evil surprise.
Then it hovers over you to tell you millions of lies.
You [Gm] don't relate to that?
Must not [D] be as crazy as I am.
The point I'm making is the mind is a powerful place.
And what you feed it can affect you in a powerful way.
It's pretty cool, right?
Yeah, but it's not always safe.
[Gm] Just hang with me.
This'll only [D] take a moment, okay?
Just think about it for a second.
If you look at your face, every day when you get up and think you'll never be great,
you'll never be great.
Not because you're not, but the hate [Gm] will always find a way to cut [D] you up and murder your faith.
I'm [Gm] in development so you can look [D] at the benefits.
Nothing to matter with, I can never be [Dm] delicate.
Am I even relevant?
[E] That depends on your measurements.
[Bb] Take a measurement to back [D] it up and give me the evidence.
Pretty evident, dependable can never be tentative.
I'm a gentleman, depending on if I think you're genuine.
[Dm] Pretty elegant, but not [E] afraid to tell [A] you to get a [Bb] grip.
I'm an etiquette, I [Dm] keep it to myself when I celebrate.
[Gm] It's that [D] time again, where they grab your balloons and invite your [Dm] friends.
You can't see, bounce back [E] on, yeah, [Db] strap them in.
[Bb] Look at me, [D] everybody, I'm smiling big.
On a roll right [E] now that I [D] can't predict.
Tell me, tone that down, but I can't resist.
[Dm] Y'all know that [E] sound, better [Db] raise your fist.
The search [Bb] begins, I'm [D] back, so enjoy the trip.
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