Chords for Noah Kahan - Growing Sideways (Live Acoustic)

_ _ _ [G] _ So I took my medication and I poured my trauma out
[C#] On some sad [N]-eyed middle-aged man's overpriced new leather couch
[Em] And we argued about Jesus, [G] finally found some middle ground
[C] I said I'm cured
_ _ _ _ _ [G] And [Em] I divvied up my [B] anger into thirty separate parts
[C] Even the bad shit in my leather and the rest around [Bm] my [Em] heart
I'm still angry at my parents [G] for what their parents did to them
[C] But it's a start _ _ _ _
But [Em] I ignore things
And I [G] move sideways
Till I [C] forget what I felt [G] in the first place
At the [C] end of the day I know there [G] are worse ways to [D] stay alive _ _ _ _
_ [A] Cause [Em] everyone's growing and [G] everyone's healthy
I'm [C] terrified that I might never have [G] met me
Oh, [C] if my engine works perfect [G] on empty
[D] Guess I'll drive, _ _ _ _ _ [G] guess I'll drive _ _
_ _ _ I forgot my medication, [Bm] fell into a manic high
Spent [C] my savings at a low, now I'm suffering [F] style-wise
[Em] Pain so damn impatient, [G] ain't like it's got a place to be
[C] Keeps rushing me
_ _ _ But [Em] I ignore things
And [G] I move sideways
Till [C] I forget what I felt [G] in the first place
At the end [C] of the day I know [G] there are worse ways to stay [D] alive
Cause _ _ _ _ [Em] everyone's growing and [G] everyone's healthy
I'm [C] terrified that I might never [G] have met me
Oh, if [C] my engine works perfect [Em] on empty
Guess [D] I'll drive
And _ _ _ [C] if all my time [G] was wasted
I [Em] don't mind, I'll watch [D] it go
_ [C] It's better to [G] die numb than feel [D] it all _ _
_ _ _ Oh, [C] if all my [G] time was wasted
I [Em] don't mind, I'll [D] watch it go
_ [C] It's better to [G] die numb than [D] feel it all _ _
_ _ _ Cause I [Em] ignore things
[G] And I move sideways
[E] Till [C] I forget what I felt [Bm] in the first place
At the end [C] of the day God knows [Em] there are worse ways to stay [D] alive _
_ _ Cause [Em] everyone's growing and [G] everyone's healthy
I'm [C] terrified [E] that I might never [Em] have met me
Oh, [C] if my engine works perfect [G] on empty
I guess [D] I'll drive
I _ _ _ _ guess I'll drive _
[G] _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _