Chords for Noah Kahan - Growing Sideways (Official Lyric Video)

[G] So I took my medication [Bm] and I poured my trauma out.
[C] On some sad [N]-eyed middle-aged man's overpriced new leather couch.
[Em] And we argued about Jesus.
Finally [G] found some middle ground, [C] I said I'm cured _ _ _ _ .
[G] And I divvied up my anger [Bm] into thirty separate parts.
[C] Keep the bad shit in my liver and the rest around my heart.
[Em] I'm still angry at my parents [G] for what their parents did to them.
[C] But it's a start _ _ _ _ .
[Em] But I ignore things and I move [G] sideways.
Until I [C] forget what I felt [G] in the first place.
At the end [C] of the day I know [G] there are worse ways.
To stay [D] alive.
Cause _ _ _ _ [Em] everyone's growing and [G] everyone's healthy.
I'm [C] terrified that I might never [G] have met me.
Oh, if [C] my engine works perfect [G] on empty.
I guess [D] I'll try.
I _ _ _ guess [G] I'll try.
So _ _ _ _ I forgot my medication, [Bm] fell into a manic high.
[C] Spent my savings at a Lulu.
Now I'm suffering in [D] style [Em]-wise pain.
So damn impatient, [G] ain't like it's got a place to be.
[C] Keeps rushing me.
_ _ _ _ [F#].
But I [Em] ignore things and I [G] move sideways.
Until I [C] forget what I [G] felt in the first place.
At the end of [C] the day I know [G] there are worse ways.
To stay [D] alive.
Cause _ _ _ _ [Em] everyone's growing and [G] everyone's healthy.
[C] I'm terrified that I might never [G] have met me.
Oh, if [C] my engine works perfect [G] on empty.
I guess [D] I'll try.
_ And _ _ _ [C] if all my life [G] was wasted.
[Dm] I [Em] don't mind, I'll watch [D] it go _ .
Yeah, [C] it's better to [G] die numb than feel it [D] all _ _ _ _ _ .
Oh, [C] if all my time [G] was wasted _ .
[Em] I don't mind, I'll watch [D] it go.
Yeah, [C] it's better to die [G] numb than feel it [D] all _ _ _ _ _ .
But I [Em] ignore things and I [G] move sideways.
[F#m] Until I [C] forget what I felt in [G] the first place.
At the end of [C] the day Lord knows there [G] are worse ways.
To stay [D] alive _ _ _ _ _ .
Cause [Em] everyone's growing and [D] [G] everyone's healthy.
I'm [C] terrified that I might never [G] have met me.
Oh, if [C] my engine works [G] perfect on empty.
I guess I'll [D] try.
I _ _ _ guess [G] I'll try _ _ _ _ _ _ .
_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ .