Privately Owned Spiral Galaxy Chords by Lovejoy

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[C] Thoughts I call [Eb] gusty and [Ab] mindful, with heart I must have cared for nothing [Eb] more than myself.
Do I [C] dare admit the thought?
Thoughts cavorting, resorting, [Gm] in a directed [Ab] mourning, of the part of me that was [Eb] selfless,
[Gm] that left without [C] a warning.
Well that's what I [Eb] said, maybe it's the fact that I [Ab] detest this [Eb] obsession with myself that
leaves a mess and so I'm [Cm] ahead of shit, I'm doing it again.
Repelling [Gm] any potential [Ab] friend, revealing my innate [Eb] ability to [G] never fully [C] comprehend
anything they've been [G] self but in the end still [Ab] pretend.
Pretending I'm [Eb] polite enough to choose to be [C] spent, the time what do we [G] achieve?
I seek the social [Ab] mission, to train people [Eb] with my boring [G] stories and [Cm] opinions.
To see the bigger [Eb] picture takes intelligence and [Ab] wisdom, but I want to do [Eb] nothing with
just myself and my [Cm] vision.
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[C] I go outside in the blitz [Eb] of faces unwilling to [Ab] confess to any empathy, [Eb] endlessly, [Gm] incessantly
declining [C] any pleasantry.
Heavily [Eb] breathing, socially teething, I'm open [Ab] like a [Eb] vivisection, a tense tendency
to [G] dwell, seething [C] over [Db] misconnections, affected [Eb] by my perception that I'm [Ab] non-entity, projecting
[Eb] my insecurity till [C] intensity is weaponry, giving it heavenly [Eb] fiction.
A placebo I was dreaming away, freezing, wheezing, [G] fundamentally I'm still [C] believing that.
This analogy [Eb] for concepts [Abm] I conceived in deep sleep, and it [Gb] helps me watch them fade as I awake.
I try and [C] keep them alive, [Eb] incomparable with life, but eventually [Ab] they die in their [Eb] brain,
I used to cultivate reveals, my lovers [C] were alive.
[Ab] But when inside my mind I find a way to replicate reality, through lucid [Eb] dreaming I'd estimate
[G] limitations of [C] actuality, incapacity to [Eb] practically atone, [Ab] mortality's external, no god but [Eb] investigators,
[N] helps me to squash it, but I'm not telling them to come exist without morality, [Ab] create
profanities without the travesty, and compare [Eb] it to the apathy of [Dm] realness, I reveal [Cm] my own insanity.
The majesty of fantasy [Ab] protects me from tragedy, [Eb] normalities affect [G] trajectory, agony, [C] irrationality
of states of penetration [Eb] with no veil to my own [Ab] reality, it's as [B] elaborate as I am privately
owned, spiral [C] galaxy, but naturally I'm [Eb] failing, naturally I'm [Ab] decaying, soon I'll have no
[Eb] safe space to sleep, [C] these bills still need paying, displaying [Eb] cravings, though open eyes
for something, [Ab] mind expanding, when I drift away, [Eb] I see the [Cm] brutality of understanding.
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