Chords for what depression feels like

[Abm] _ _ _ _ _ _
_ If I'm being honest, [Ebm] I'm not okay
_ _ _ [Abm] _ _
Doubled my dosage but the [Bb] pain won't go away
_ [F] _ _ These couple weeks [Dbm] I haven't felt the [Ab] same
[Dbm] _
[Ebm] If I'm being honest, I'm not okay
I [Ab] don't wanna cry _ [Fm] For help
But I'm [Bbm] getting [Ab] tired
[F] Pretending so well
[Eb] I [Db] thought I was going [Eb] steady
[Fm] But my mind's [Ab] got the [Db] best of me
[Ab] I don't know why I'm still here, honestly
If [Gm] _ [Ab] _ you took a peek [Bb] inside of my [C] brain
[Db] _ _ [Ab] _
You'd find the reasons for [Dbm] all the blame
_ _ _ [F] _ [Ebm] Constantly drowning, [Db] it won't go [Ab] away _
[Db] And if I'm [Eb] being honest, [Abm] I'm not [Eb] okay
I don't [Db] wanna [C] cry
_ [F] For help
[Eb] _
[Db] But I'm getting [Eb] tired
[Fm] Pretending so well
[Eb] I [Db] thought I was going [Ab] steady
[Fm] But my [Ab] brain's got the [Db] best of me
I _ [Ab] _
[Ebm] don't know how to live [Cm] [Fm] normally
Oh, [Ebm] _ _ _ [Db] _
_ [Ab] _ _ [Fm] _ _ _
[Ebm] _ _ [Ab] _ _ _ _
_ _ I'd cry _
[Fm] For help
_ [Ab] _ _ [Db] _
_ [F] _ And I'm not so well
[Bb] _ [Db] Guess I'm _
_ [Ab] unsteady
Guess you got the best [Bbm] of me
[N] I _ hope one day I'll be fine
_ _ [Cm] Honestly _
[F] _ [Ab] _ _ _ I hope one [Eb] day I'll be fine