Chords for Citizen Soldier - I'm Not Okay (Lyrics)

[A#m] Tonight the monsters in my head [G#] are screaming so damn loud
But [A#m] I built walls so [C#] high so they never even make [G#] a sound _ _
[A#m] It's a mask.
It's a [G#] lie.
It's the only home I've ever known _
[D#m] Cuz being who I really am
[F#] It's only left me more [A#m] alone
I [F#] am not [C#] okay
And I need you to [A#m] see it
I [F#] have so [C#] much to say
Ain't no one to hear it
The reason I keep quiet with so [F#] much at stake
I always feel like a burden that it [C#] silently snakes
You'll never understand why it's so [F#] hard to say _
I'm [A#m] not okay
I [C#] _ [F#] _ _
wish [A#m] I had a scar, had a [G#] bruise on the surface, any [F#] kind of clue _ _
[A#m] But everything I [C#] feel is more than just some [G#] sad [F#] excuse
My [A#m] life's invisible [C#] abuse, I'm either [G#] judged or have to [F#] hide _
[D#m] The only symptom you can see
[F#] Is I don't wanna [A#m] be alive
I [F#] am not [C#] okay
And I need you to [A#m] see it
I [F#] have so much [C#] to say
Ain't no one to hear it
The reason I keep quiet with so [F#] much at stake
I always feel like a burden that it silently snakes
[C#] You'll never understand why it's so [F#] hard to say _
_ [G#] The [A#m] words I can't explain [F#] this hell
What [G#] if it kills me [A#m] if I give it to [C#] myself _
To [F#] myself _ Not _ _ _ [C#] okay
And I need you to [A#m] see it
I [F#] have so much [C#] to say
Ain't no one to hear it
I'm not okay
I'm [F#] not okay
I'm never safe
It's [C#] not a phase
If I finally break, would you [F#] still stay?
_ Tonight the [A#m] monsters in my [C#] head are screaming so [F#] damn loud _ _ _ _ _ _