Chords for If I Surrender

_ _ _ _ _ [Eb] _ _ _
_ _ [Ab] _ _ _ _ _ [Eb] _
_ _ _ _ _ [Cm] Lately [Ab] I've been feeling [Eb] so unshaved
By [Cm] _
these thoughts I'm hiding [Eb] in my brain
Cause [Cm] I've been holding them down but they twist me [Eb] violently
_ _ I'm hanging [Cm] by a thread tonight but [Ab] this time I don't wanna [Eb] be saved
So [Cm] let me fall, let me [Ab] break under [Bb] everything unsaid
Just [Gm] let me die cause I [Ab] can't take living [Bb] with what's in my head
If I surrender, _
[Cm] surrender [Eb] to the monsters [Bb] in me
If I [Ab] surrender, [Cm] surrender [Eb] to the monsters [Bb] in me
[C] So say
_ [Ab] _ _ [Eb] _
_ _ _ _ _ [Ab] What's the point of holding [Eb] on like this _ _
[Ab] When no one seems to care if [Eb] I exist
_ [Cm] There is no agony like [Bb] being strong when no one knows [Eb] you're sick
_ So [Cm] sick of hearing I should stay when [Ab] I know I will [Eb] never be missed
So let me [Cm] fall, let me [Ab] break under [Eb] everything [Bb] unsaid
Just [Cm] let me die cause I [Ab] can't take living [Eb] with what's in my [Bb] head
If I [Ab] surrender, [Cm] surrender [Eb] to the monsters [Bb] in me
If I [Ab] surrender, [Cm] surrender [Eb] to the monsters [Bb] in me
_ [F] If you could see under my [Bb] skin
You'd realize why I hold [Gm] it in
Why it's a [Eb] fight I don't win
Why it's a fight I don't wanna [Ab] win
If you could see all my [Bb] abuse
And spend a day inside [Gm] my shoes
You'd realize why I just wanna lose
You'd realize [Bb] why I just wanna [Eb] lose
Will anyone believe the hell of [Bb] being me
Before I decide to be the dying [Ab] proof
_ _ _ [Eb] _ _ _
So [Cm] let me fall, let [Ab] me break under [Eb] everything [Bb] unsaid
Just let [Cm] me die cause I [Ab] can't take [Eb] living with what's in [Bb] my head
If I [Ab] surrender, [Cm] surrender [Eb] to the monsters [Bb] in me
If [Ab] I surrender, [Cm] surrender [Eb] to the monsters [Bb] in me
_ [C] _ _ _ [Eb] _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _