NF - Mansion (Lyrics) Chords

[Bbm] _ _ Insidious is blind [Gb] inception
What's reality with all these [Ebm] questions?
Feels like I missed my alarm and slept [Gb] in, slept in _ _
[Bbm] _ Broken legs but I chase [Gb] perfection
These wounds are my blank [Ebm] expression
My mind is a home I'm [Gb] trapped in
And it's lonely inside this [Bbm] mansion _ _ _ _ _
_ _ _ _ _
Yo, my mind is a house with [Gb] walls
Covered in lyrics, they're all over the place
As songs in the mirror, it's written all [Eb] over the floors
[Gb] All over the chairs, and you get the uncut version of [Ab] life
When I go downstairs, [Bbm] that's where I write when I'm in a bad [Gb] place
And need to release, and let out the version of NF
You don't wanna see, [Ebm] I put holes in the walls
With both of my fists till they [Gb] bleed
And you might get a glimpse of how I cope [Ab] with all this anger in me
[Bbm] Physically abused, now that's the [Gb] room that I don't wanna be in
That picture ain't blurry at all, I just don't wanna see it
And [Ebm] these walls ain't blank, I just think I don't wanna [Gb] see them
But why not?
I'm in here, [Ab] so I might as well read them
[Bbm] I gotta thank you for this anger [Gb] that I carry around
Wish I could take a match and burn this whole room to the ground
Matter of fact, I think I'ma burn this room right now
So now this memory, for some [Ab] reason, this room, you
You put [Bbm] me in the corner, so you [Gb] could see the fear in my eyes
Then took me downstairs and beat me till I screamed and I cried
Congratulations, you'll always have a room in my mind
But I'ma keep the doors shut [Abm] and lock the lyrics [Bbm]
inside
_ Insidious, this blind [Gb] inception
What's reality with all these [Ebm] questions?
Feels like I missed my alarm and slapped [Gb] in
_ _ And slapped [Bbm] in
Broken legs, but I chase [Gb] perfection
These walls are my blank [Ebm] expression
My mind is a hole I'm trapped [Gb] in
And it's lonely inside this mansion
_ _ [E] Inside [Bbm] this mansion
Yo, my mind is a house with walls, covered in pain
[Gb] See, my problem is I don't fix things, I just try to repaint
[Ebm] Cover them up like it never happened, [Eb] say I wish I could change
[Gb] Are you confused?
Come upstairs [Ab] and I'll show you what I mean
[Bbm] This room's full of regrets, just keeps getting fuller it seems
[Gb] Moment I walk into it's the same moment that I wanna leave
I [Ebm] get sick to my stomach every time I look at these things
[Gb] It's hard to look past when [Ab] this is the room where I sleep
[Bbm] I look around, one of the worst [Gb] things I wrote on these walls
It's the moment I realized that I was losing my mind
[Bbm] One of the first [Ebm] things I wrote was I wish I would've [Gb] called
But I should just stop now, we ain't [Db] got enough [Ab] room in this song
And I [Bbm] regret the fact that I struggled [Gb] running to find who I am
And I lie to myself and say I do the best that I can
Shrug it off like it ain't nothing, like it's out of my head
And it tick off whenever I [Ab] see it, a fake in my plan
[Bbm] And I regret watching these trust issues eat me alive
[Gb] And at the rate I'm going I'll probably still be there when I die
[Ebm] Congratulations, you'll always have a room in my [Gb] mind
The question is, will I ever [Ab] clean the walls off in time?
[Bbm] _ _ Insidious as blind [Gb] inception
What's reality with all these [Ebm] questions?
Feels like I missed my alarm and slapped [Gb] in
_ _ And slapped [Bbm] in
Broken legs [Gb] but I chase perfection
These walls are my blank [Ebm] expression
My mind is a home [Gb] I'm trapped in
And it's lonely inside this [Bb] mansion
_ _ Inside this mansion
[Bbm] So this part of my house, no one's been in it for years
[Gb] I built a safe room and I won't let no one in there
[Ebm] Cause if I do, there's a chance that they might disappear
[Gb] And I come back and I admit [Ab] I am emotionally scared
To [Bbm] let anyone inside so I [Gb] just leave my doors locked
You might get other doors to open up but this door's not
Cause I don't [Ebm] want you to have the opportunity to hurt me
[Gb] And I'll be the only person that I can blame [Ab] when you desert me
I'm [Bbm] barricaded inside so stop [Gb] watching
I'm not coming to the door so stop knocking Stop knocking
I'm trapped here, God keeps saying I'm not locked
I chose this, I [Ab] am locked in my own conscience
[Bbm] I know they're shutting the walls out [Gb] ain't solving the problem
But I didn't build this house because I thought it was solvable
I built it because I thought that it was safer in there
But it's not, I'm not the only [Ab] thing that's living in here
[Bbm] Beer came to my house years [Gb] ago, I let him in
Maybe that's the problem cause I've been dealing with this ever since
I thought [Ebm] that he would leave but it's obvious he [Gb] never did
He must've picked a room and got [Ab] comfortable and settled in
Now I'm [Bbm] in a position to either sit here and let him win
Or put [Gb] him back outside where he came from but I never can
[Ebm] Cause in order to do that, I'd have to open the doors
[Gb] Is that me or the fear talking?
I don't know anymore
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[Gb] _ _ _ [Ab] _ [B] _ _
[Bbm] _ _ [Gb] It's lonely _
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It's lonely _ _ _ _
_ _ _ _ Saddest mansion