Mansion - NF (Lyrics) Chords

[Bbm] _ _ Insidious is blind [Gb] inception
What's reality with all these [Ebm] questions?
Feels like I missed my alarm and slept [Gb] in, slept in _ _
[Bbm] _ Broken legs but I chase [Gb] perfection
These wounds are my blank [Ebm] expression
My mind is a home I'm [Gb] trapped in
And it's lonely inside this [Bbm] mansion
_ Yo, _ _ _ _ _ _ _
my mind is a house with [Gb] walls
Covered in lyrics, they're all over the place
As songs in a mirror, it's [Ebm] written all over the floors
[Gb] All over the chairs, and you get the uncut version of [Ab] life
When I go downstairs, [Bbm] that's where I write when I'm in a bad [Gb] place
And need to release, and let out the version of NF
You don't wanna see, [Ebm] I put holes in the walls
With both of my fists till they [Gb] bleed
And you might get a glimpse of how I cope [Ab] with all this anger in me
[Bbm] Physically abused, now that's a [Gb] room that I don't wanna be in
That picture ain't blurry at all, I just don't wanna see it
And [Ebm] these walls ain't blank, I just think I don't wanna [Gb] see them
But why not?
I'm in here, [Ab] so I might as well read them
[Bbm] I gotta thank you for this anger [Gb] that I carry around
Wish I could take a match and burn this whole room to the ground
Matter of fact, I think I'ma burn this room right now
I'm out of this memory, for some [Ab] reason this room keeps on dying
You put [Bbm] me in the corner, so you [Gb] could see the fear in my eyes
Then took me downstairs to feed me till I screamed and I cried
Congratulations, you'll always have a room in my mind
But I'ma keep the doors shut [Abm] and lock the lyrics [Bbm]
inside
_ Insidious as blind [Gb] inception
What's reality with all these [Ebm] questions?
Feels like I missed my alarm and slapped [Gb] him
_ _ And slapped [Bbm] him
Broken legs but I chase [Gb] perfection
These walls are my blank [Ebm] expression
My mind is a home I'm trapped [Gb] in
And it's all inside this mansion
[Abm] _ _ Inside this mansion
[Bbm] Yo, my mind is a house with walls, covered in pain
[Gb] See, my problem is I don't fix things, I just try to repaint
[Ebm] Cover them up like it never happened, say I wish I could change
Are you [Gb] confused?
Come upstairs [Ab] and I'll show you what I mean
[Bbm] This room's full of regrets, just keeps getting fuller it seems
[Gb] The moment I walk into it, the same moment that I wanna leave
[Ebm] I get sick to my stomach every time I look at these things
But [Gb] it's hard to look past when [Ab] this is the room where I sleep
[Bbm] I look around, one of the worst [Gb] things I wrote on these walls
But the moment I realized that I was losing my mind
One of the first [Ebm] things I wrote was I wish I would've [Gb] called
But I should just stop now, we ain't [Db] got enough [Ab] room in this room
And I [Bbm] regret the fact that I struggled [Gb] trying to find who I am
And I lie to myself and say I do the best that I can
[Bbm] Shrug it off like it ain't [Gb] nothing, like it's out of my head
And get ticked off whenever I [Ab] see it affecting my brand
[Bbm] And I regret watching these [Gb] trust issues eat me alive
And at the rate I'm going, I'll probably still be there when I die
[Ebm] Congratulations, you'll always have a room in my [Gb] mind
The question is, will I ever [Ab] clean the walls of in time?
[Bbm] _ _ Insidious as blind [Gb] inception
What's reality with all these [Ebm] questions?
Feels like I missed my alarm and slept [Gb] in
_ _ And slept [Bbm] in
Broken legs [Gb] but I chase perfection
These walls are my blank [Ebm] expression
My mind is a home [Gb] I'm trapped in
And it's all inside this [Bb] mansion
_ _ Inside this mansion
[Bbm] So this part of my house, no one's been in it for years
[Gb] I built a safe room and I don't let no one in there
[Ebm] Cause if I do, there's a chance that they might disappear
[Gb] And I come back and I admit [Ab] I am emotionally scared
To [Bbm] let anyone inside, so I [Gb] just leave my doors locked
You might get other doors to open up, but this door's not
Cause I don't want you to have the opportunity to hurt me
And I'll be the only person that I can blame [Ab] when you desert me
I'm [Bbm] barricaded inside, so [Gb] stop watching
I'm not coming to the door, so stop knocking
Stop knocking, I'm trapped here
I gotta keep saying I'm not locked, I chose this
I [Ab] am locked in my own [Bbm] conscience
I know that turning the world [Gb] out ain't solving the problem
But I didn't build this house because I thought it would solve
[Bbm] I built it because I thought [Gb] that it was safer in there
But it's not, I'm not the only [Ab] thing that's living in here
[Bbm] Fear came to my house years [Gb] ago, I let him in
Maybe that's a problem cause I've been dealing with this ever since
I [Ebm] thought that he would leave, but it's obvious he [Gb] never did
He must've picked a room and got [Ab] comfortable and settled in
Now [Bbm] I'm in a position to either sit here and let him [Bb] win
Or [Gb] put him back outside where he came from, but I never can
[Ebm] Cause in order to do that, I'd have to open the [Gb] doors
Is that me or the fear talking?
I don't know anymore
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